It's been two years....
Blogger still in my mind, babe's story still there....

In this two years, there was a lot of interested things POP out...
hmmm..
His family accept me FINALLY...
Always ask me to attend their family dinner... so touch.....
He upgraded again, be Uncle again. Because his 2nd sister born a baby boy. :)
And, his twins brother CHONG WAI HO married. Because his wife Jane pregnant.
I attend their wedding and imagine the day me and ACWK get marry.....

Before Wai Ho wedding, I had follow babe go KL. His family need to discuss Wai Ho wedding, so that I gepoh and follow.
I remember the day we come back ipoh, we talk serious, we plan serious, he want to marry me seriously.
He said: I won't like my brother, I want you marry so ''fong fong guong guong'' .
Said: We marry at 26/27.
I ask: Why so early, now we already 23. 3 years more.... so fast. I still want to enjoy couple life.
Said: I want our kids can play together with my brother and sister's kids, I don't want their age too much different. (I totally accept his mind, and the scene is so awesome!!)
Said: I must have RM30,000.00 then I marry you !
My feeling was so sweet that time !!!! I love you Babe.
I said: But if 26 years old we marry, is ''7th years gatal'' (in Chinese talk is something like too bored with this life......)
He said: If really gatal, one year also gatal, no need & years. (Woahhhh!!!! The feel I feels sweet again and so warm. You are good man babe. )

Hoho, I almost forget that i have blogger.

Yes, I had graduate from KTAR with holding Diploma certificate.

And I was went UTAR for continue my Degree life, unfortunately,  I stop just because of stress and not interested as well. I feel very sorry to my parents, because they no chance to attend my Degree convocation and also miss my Diploma convocation. Sorry. :(

I working now, at Ipoh Tambun as a clerk with salary RM2000. It is a huge amount for me.

And I was bought a second hand Myvi for go for working. It cost RM27000. My dad paid it all, and i return to him by month.

And now, I officially 21 years old, I can go Casino, but no chance yet.

Opps, This is my darling's blog, why I am keep talking about myself. LOL.

Come back to me~ come back to me.....

Ok. Back to normal. Let's talk about my handsome fatty boy.

Yes, I admitted that i love him much. Yes, he is not good enough, he is so careless, he is playful, but all of that is his characteristic. I can't even change him. 

No matter how bad is him, he is treat me so good, he is so so so sayang me. Bii, I know that, I just pretend don't know, because i am so greedy, I want you just sayang me, I do not know enough. I want more and more.

FLASHBACK.....

I remember one night, i felt like wanna eat sushi much. And then i post one sushi picture on my Facebook wall and said that feeling want to eat.

And my love one WeChat me and said :'' Jom, sushi''

Awww~~~ bii, Really?? So sweet. I really said for syok, but you bring me go and treat me eat. Aww, bii, love you much. mucks.

You make me feel so touch, hubby.

FLASHBACK.....

30th August 2014

My birthday.

One day before my birthday, you come my house.

You make me cry. So sad, you are the first one who make me cry on my birthday. YES!!!! you are the first one..........

I forgot how many times i cry in front of you, every time also is sad case.

And 29th August, ALSO......

I cried, and you feel so happy, and keep make me smile, laugh on me, hahahaha.

And i kept to push you away, because i was angry on you.

Yes, kita berbaik sebelum you go back.

My birthday, you and me go History join lady boss them after finished my friends there. I kept asking you where is my present, you keep saying that you have no money to buy, you said next month get bonus only buy for me. hahahahaha, sure i do not believe that.

When we reached History, They out cake, lady boss them give me a Haagen Dazz Ice-cream cake. Hmmm, I love it much. It was delicious.

And one flaming Lamborghini. @@

And my stupid hubby, give me one box of present,and FLOWER..... awww.. you are my first boyfie that give flower. hubby,woaini.

This year birthday i feel very satisfy.

After that, you went my house overnight, because you drunk, then i keep you la. hahaha. We overnight together at my room.

The box you give me was.....

This way I seem like so short....

This way I seem like more slim and tall...

Yes, I love it much, it is two ways skirt. Hehe, thanks la, sorlou.... Sexy underwear.....XD

FLASHBACK......

7/9/2014

Yesterday, he came my house for massage for chitchat.

I cried again, just because he ignored me.

I cried jor hou loiii, he only come to hug me and comfort me. And i said you seem like don't care me, i cry already, you also didn't come for comfort me at first time. And he said, if i really don't care you, i won't hug you now . Bii, I know you are good man, stupid good little man.

We chat about ex story. hahahahaha.. We both jealous hahaha.. so cute...

Yesterday, have two lady praise you so handsome, one is my jiejie, one is my gugu.

LOL....  Can't admit that, you really so handsome la. chehhhh...

Can i stop here, next time come back and flashback again. :)) 

Anyeong baby boy.... mucks.. <3

That day we at Cameron Highlands.. I was wear his clothes, hmmm~~ it was so warm, he hug me tightly, kiss me sweetly . I love you, boy. <3

        27/05/2013

Hello, I’m here again.. J

Ehmm, I argue with him last few weeks..

Haiz… so painful so sad when we were argued.. The feeling is too bad.. I hate those feeling..

Why we argue??

Haha.. I think for him may be is small matter, but for me, is quite a BIG matter lo…… @@

No me want make this matter as big as I want, just…. Haiz………. I also hope that we never argue. L

Last few Sunday afternoon, he came to my house to find me, just because he miss me. Yes, I miss you too, Babee..

He went back before 1pm for fetch his mom.

I asked him what time working today?

He answered me 5 something….

Then he left. IMY.. :’(

After he fetch his mom, he start dagei, and that time he had told me he played 1^st..

Then I watched my movie [Prison Break]

Around 7pm, is time I needed to go back Kampar.. @@

I prepared and go back, and told him I’m on the way to Kampar.

I’m waiting his reply, he was so slow, so I think he was busy that time so I didn’t disturb him.

When I reach Kampar, I told him I reached. He didn’t reply also.

Until 9.30pm, he also didn’t give any response.

I feel weird, why he so busy? One message also didn’t send to me even 10pm (time he reach house always)

10.30pm, I sms to him, ask him so busy? What you doing? Why didn’t reply?

He still didn’t give me any respond!

After that, I realized, it’s his dagei time…

I was so angry, really so angry!!!!!

First, I think he OT, so no time to reply me or sms me.

Second, I thought he was met accident. (I Know is bad thinking, but I give me a comfort reason for he didn’t reply me a single message.)

Finally!!!! He replied me in midnight.

He said: Sorry, Babee, I didn’t saw you message.

I saw his message at Monday morning. I was so angry.

Why he can dagei until didn’t tell me, he was reached house safety? Why he didn’t tell me he dagei?

Why? L

他中午12點多信息我：寶貝啊

我：什麽

他：早安

當時的我回他說：昨晚幹嗎沒回信？

他：昨天幾點？

我：晚上

他竟然回我說：對不起咯寶貝，在打機。

我生氣到！！！

：不想和你講話阿，拜拜

他：你不捨得的，寶貝啊，對不起啊，我錯啦，寶貝啊，不要不睬我拉，對不起，原諒我拉，你不能不睬我的啊，我會死的阿。。。。（分好幾封信息發給我）

我：你打機，回到家一封信息也沒有，要打機也沒說聲，問你在干嘛也沒回復，就真的那麽急著要打機嗎？一封信息就浪費你很多時間咩？我搞不懂你

他：對不起寶貝，我知錯啦

我：不回信也沒關係，到家一封信息也沒有，起碼一到家，能讓我懂你安全到家，可是你只想到打機，什麽都忘了。

他：以後都不敢拉，寶貝啊L

我：唉，還以爲你加班還是電話沒電所以沒回信，結果等了很久，依然一封信息都沒，就知道你打機了，該哭的是我吧？

他：我錯啦，以後不會拉。

我：聼著先吧

他：我不是不覆你，是沒看到而已。

我：更死，因爲你回到家没信息我

他：昨天都沒做工

我：更死！

他：他突然叫我不要去，我也忘了告訴你

我：當然忘記拉，因爲打機打到很爽嘛

他：是拉是拉

我：嗯 （其實我已經氣到哭出來了，只是你不知道）

他：對不起啦寶貝，是我錯，是我一時太投入了，我錯啦，原諒我拉L

我：噢

他：你噢什麽？

我：依然很生氣，很想原諒你，可是 （當時的我，和雪沁在車上等 Jeremy 和 Hotlink 換衣，當時的我在流淚，還好雪看不到，因爲她在聼電話。L ）

他：那你要怎樣？我真的不小心的嘛。(eiii.. 大佬，現在是你錯，你要我怎樣？)

：真的搞不懂你咯，沒做工沒說，下午還以爲你在做工在忙所以沒信息我。就算咯，還說我囘金寳沒說聲，你也不是一樣，沒分別，到晚上依然還是不知道你沒做工，就以爲你很忙沒空，怎麽知道你投入打機，一封信息也沒有，直到今天才知道你沒做工，那種失落失望你是不知道的拉。算啦。真的很想原諒，可是你竟然可以打機打到忘記和我說沒做工，想到就生氣。

：我也不想的阿，哎呀@@

：哦，去打機拉你。

：沒有打阿。

：我在看戯，拜

：你要怎樣？一直敷衍我。不如不要復我。

：我真的在看戯，等下再找你啦。

這時，暫時平靜了一下，可是。。。過沒久，良心總是過不去，還是在生氣。L

原本真的不想再吵架了，但是他一直一直說：我也不想的，我真的不想。。

可是寶貝，你有沒有想過我的感受？你有在我立場想想嗎？身為女友，男友沒做工，在家打機，我根本不知情，站在別人角度來看，可能大家會想我們一點都不像情侶，一點交流都沒有。哎。。。。 L

：真的不想啊嘛，知道明白了解。

：算啦，你不明白。

：是啊，我不明白你，只有偉良才明白你。

：我沒說過。

：算啦

：嗯

：我真的不明白，你怎麽可以忘記信息我，很傷心啊。

：對不起啦，我真的不想的。

：解釋拉？做麽不解釋？怎麽不想？（其實你解釋的話，我還真的會沒那麽氣，就是因爲你什麽都不說，只是一直說‘我也不想地’搞到我。。。。 L）

：睡覺啦

: L

：很累啊，睡覺啦。（其實是真的不想再吵，所以說累了，要睡。）

：你不睬我，算，你去睡

：現在不睡覺陪你，好不好？

：是你敷衍我咯

：沒有敷衍了好不好

：去睡啦，不用理我的，我是壞人

：我，唉，現在做錯事的好像是我了，算啦。你沒錯，我錯完，我敷衍你我錯，我不明白你我錯，我是壞人，是個不體諒男友的人。滿意沒有？

：我不要跟你吵

：我也不想跟你吵阿

：睡覺

這一夜，我不好睡，直到現在，看回這些信息，都覺得很傷，寫到我鼻子都酸酸了。

這一天的吵，慢慢的當沒件事。。。。

可是隔幾天，我們又再吵架了。

每次我們吵架，都是因爲他打機。

       05/06/2013那天。。。

：我打一下就関，ok嗎寶貝？

：去去去，我多下睡覺了，晚安

：你不等我啊？

：看看累不累啦，11點多我就睡啦。

：好吧L

:去拉去拉，我等你啦寶貝，ok?

12.12am…..已經過了12點

：還在打機？

：是啊，你要睡了？

：對你很失望，去打啦，再見

：要停了的

：你反口覆舌，拜

：什麽？寶貝，又怎麽啦？

：你說你12點関機，你騙人

：哎呀，遊戲剛開始，哎呀@@

：沒口齒

：哎呀，很難和你解釋拉

：嗯，是，不用解釋，我不會明白的拉，是將，睡覺

：@@你啊

：晚安

：是將，拜

這一夜你又讓我哭了。。你這個男人，到底要弄哭我多少次？你不會心疼嗎？

隔天早上，朋友都看得出我不開心，朋友還主動請我吃東西，哄我開心，而你呢？只會說對不起。寶貝啊，我要的不是對不起啊，我要的是明理的解釋，好讓我明白一切，不要過著什麽都不知道不清楚的日子啊。

這次不想再和你吵，所以就當是什麽事都沒有，唯有讓自己在一邊生悶氣。靜靜不說話咯。。。。

不懂是不是我們長時間沒見面，所以容易吵架，要是我們一個月沒見面的話，我想吵架的次數會增加。

希望我們別再因爲這種芝麻小事吵架吧，會影響我們小兩口的感情的， 好嗎？寶貝，我愛你。

 lalala.. so bored.. and nothing to do.. so.... took picture lo....

lala.... stupid face with stupid face emotion.. :P

 lalala, went out for record video... mana tau, you and me so shy.... not dare to record at MCD...

[seriously, so many people there.... :P]

 lalala, when i ''pinzhui'' u also ask me don't ''pinzhui'' gea.. :D

sometimes you will kiss me when i keep ''pinzhui'' :P

appleshan0830@hotmail.com

babeee.. i miss you.. <3

Hello，babe..
long time didn't come here jor.. 
haha, because i'm sembreak now, so that i can come for BLOGGGG.. ^_^

bii ah, i miss you so much ah..
almost one week didn't meet up le....
IMY,Bii.. <3

haha, don't know want talk about what....
my brain is blank now..... @@

blingg~~ let me talk about your birthday.. ^_^

22/03/2013 Friday..
that night, i help you celebrate your birthday..
we plan to go LFS cinema for watch ah boys to men 2..
hehe, is a touch and funny ns movie.. haha..
that day you sick..
you sore throat, abit fever and feel cold whole night..
i can't even give you warm, my jacket also help you nothing..
what i can do is...
give you my hand and let you hold tightly.. the only thing i can do.................... :'(
after we watched..
we go in car and discuss where to go.....
the time we discuss....
you open the present i gave you......
you open the belt first....
i had put one piece of our picture on the top of the box..
when you saw that, you shock and smile.. :)
sweet smile ..
and then i told you that can box not only like that de, got something special, you try to open it....
haha, you use the different way to open it... haha.. LOL...
you saw that pen , and said.... you give me pen also no use de, i didn't use de.. haha.. i know also la, but this is whole set de mah... haha..
after that you open the other present..
that one is a clothes that i bought from hi style
haha, so scare you can't wear it.... you said you can wear la.. haha.... hahahahaha.. you said you not fat as can't wear... :P
you saw my card that i made it for you...
haha, i almost forget what i had write to you....
i just know that i had said about please don't always dagei.. and said computer like your girl friend more than me....
you didn't give me any response also, just kiss me after it..... -_-

we go mcd...
but you sick..
you can't eat...
but you still eat..... just because i suggested go there........
@@
we order one set of mac chicken and one set of fillet o fish..
u just eat some of french fries and eat your fillet.....
the rest of the french fries..... i makan all....@@
so full lo seriously !!
and my burger i took it home to my brother..@@
we go back home..
my mum go out..
and you not willing to go back home..
but you too weak.....
i ask you go back early and take rest.......

babe.. happy birthday to you.. i love you so much.. <3

those picture that i put on the top.....