hi.. i'm coming again..
haiz..
when i feel suffer, when i feel sad, when i feel emo, or even though i 想不開some of small matters..
i'm sure..!!!
i will come here and vent out all my bad emotion!!
arhhh..
i feel my life so tough..
why?????
why others won't have this kind of feeling??
just only me have those DAMN feeling..
i hate that feeling..
so EMO..
make me feel so unhappy.. upset..
:'(

haiz..
who can comfort me??
who can tell me how to do??
what should i do??
who can help me??
guanyin?? ancestor?? friends??

nobody can help me to pass through those problem, i just can pass through by my own..

do you know what things make me so suffer??

EVERYDAY I SUFFERING~~
LOL..
still have the mood to tell joke..
seem like nothings happened..

haiz..
actually..
just a small matter for others..
but for me is a big matter..
i can solve it..
i don't know how to solve it..

PROBLEM  : love case again.. -_____-
errrr.. WAI KIT and me..
i love him, yes, i admit it.
but i can't feel he love me too..
why??
he always play online game.
he din reply my message when he is playing online games.
he is ignored me .
but after finished play, he will text me no matter how late.
and me just like a sorpo..
wait his message and reply him as fast as possible.
but why he didn't think about me?
if he is love me.
he sure won't let his lover wait him so long time,
okay.
i can let him go play games.
if he have tell me.
i don't wan to wait him so long time and don't know what he is doing.
the feeling is too bad. i hate those feeling, i hate the feeling of waiting people, is not SYOK okay!!
 many of friends think i am in relationship with him, unfortunately we are not couple .
yesterday we go sing k with yvonne, yvonne tell me , she said she and suet ching also thing ah kit is have feeling to me de, if not why he always text you??? i speechless..
Pui yee, Yvonne, Stephy's aunty, Stephy's cousin ah quan, and tan jun hoe....... and so many many...
think we are couple..
so many think we are so 'gap'
so happy after heard that.
but he didn't tell his feeling to me, either me also..
we just like normal friend, everyday have text, almost every week that i have come back IPOH, we will go out for yumcha or pasar malam or others entertainment .
he always come to fetch me, always treat me eat.
sometimes, suet ching and yvonne have ask him why don't want paktuo? and ask him consider me also
but he said he is gay, i know he is not.
maybe he just don't want paktuo or he have lover.
haha~~
the only thing i can do is comfort myself with " maybe he don't want me or maybe he have lover.."


you make me cry , make me smile, make me feel the love is true, you always stand by my side, i don't want to say goodbye. (:


ALL REVEL .. 一切隨緣........ (: